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9/19/2007 3:10:26 PM kahlen: a whole lot of karma . [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” hey i heard u appealing for ur oiap results ar?
9/19/2007 3:10:34 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . eh
9/19/2007 3:10:37 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . never le
9/19/2007 3:10:40 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . today is last day
9/19/2007 3:10:50 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . and… my lecturer sort of asked me not to la
9/19/2007 3:11:53 PM kahlen: a whole lot of karma . [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” y?
9/19/2007 3:12:02 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . just lidat loh
9/19/2007 3:12:03 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . no y
9/19/2007 3:12:07 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . BIT no one got A
9/19/2007 3:12:11 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . very sad right?
9/19/2007 3:12:16 PM kahlen: a whole lot of karma . [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” got leh..
9/19/2007 3:12:23 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . for OIAP
9/19/2007 3:12:27 PM kahlen: a whole lot of karma . [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” i know someone who gt
9/19/2007 3:12:36 PM kahlen: a whole lot of karma . [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” [names deleted] from tt02 i tink
9/19/2007 3:12:42 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . OIAP lei
9/19/2007 3:12:46 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . [names deleted] is IAP?
9/19/2007 3:12:48 PM kahlen: a whole lot of karma . [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” yaaa
9/19/2007 3:12:54 PM kahlen: a whole lot of karma . [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” isit?
9/19/2007 3:12:56 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . WTF?
9/19/2007 3:13:02 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . if [names deleted] get A
9/19/2007 3:13:06 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . i go jump can?
9/19/2007 3:13:08 PM kahlen: a whole lot of karma . [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” i went to the interview with her de
9/19/2007 3:13:17 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . she never get through la i think
9/19/2007 3:13:20 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . she went for IAP
9/19/2007 3:13:21 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . fuck
9/19/2007 3:13:25 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . if she get A
9/19/2007 3:13:27 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . i go jump
9/19/2007 3:13:30 PM kahlen: a whole lot of karma . [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” chill
9/19/2007 3:13:32 PM kahlen: a whole lot of karma . [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” lol
9/19/2007 3:13:43 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . ehhhh
9/19/2007 3:13:45 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . don’t talk
9/19/2007 3:13:45 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . to
9/19/2007 3:13:45 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . me
9/19/2007 3:13:46 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . about
9/19/2007 3:13:48 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . OIAP le
9/19/2007 3:13:51 PM kahlen: a whole lot of karma . [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kk
9/19/2007 3:13:52 PM kahlen: a whole lot of karma . [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” chill
9/19/2007 3:13:57 PM [林 汉 良 ] +|M3 W!|| H34| 3v3RyH!n9.. “会喝酒的男人,不是好男人。” kahlen: a whole lot of karma . just let it be ba

After making so much noise, I didn’t appeal for my results after all.

I actually wanted to, but everyone is telling me otherwise. Even my lecturer and friends tells me to forget it and let it be.

Does ANYONE knows how important it is to me? Does anyone understand how important and A is to me?

I don’t need you guys to tell me that 3.5 is good enough and that it’s already “above average”.

Fuck, If some other people who cannot even do shit gets A, something is VERY VERY wrong with the system, right?

I’m perfectly fine if someone who works hard and is good gets the results he deserves, but hey! Why is it that people who don’t deserves it are getting good results as well?

I am seriously, seriously very imbalanced. Take for example, the person who’s name was deleted from the conversation above. She was an average student, very soft-spoken and cannot work very well ( I just know, don’t ask why ). It’s already a miracle that she is able to get to IAP.. and hey!  If she gets A as well, then what’s me?

I had actually given up the thought of appeal but that conversation started me thinking again. Actual fact is, I don’t even know my score for my final report. All I knew was my overall score, with nothing given back to me. Kind of like, die also don’t know die from what.. but, if I were to check now, I won’t be able to appeal either, given so short a time frame.

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No one. NO ONE actually encouraged me to try an appeal. No one can understand how important this means to me.

Not even her.

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I’m sick and tired of explaining to people how important this is to me and getting the same “Aiya, 3.5 is good enough” shit replies. I’m sick of frantically trying to bring my point across and only to get replies like, “I understand how you feel but don’t emo already”. I’m NOT being emo, i just cannot fathom why.

Ahhh, fuck. Forget it.

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4 Comments

  1. Posted September 19, 2007 at 4:55 pm | Permalink

    try to take it easy. i know its hard.
    jiayou for your next sem!

    (:

  2. Posted September 19, 2007 at 6:03 pm | Permalink

    thanks 🙂

  3. wil
    Posted September 24, 2007 at 9:58 am | Permalink

    cos she is a girl…. this world is freaking unfair….

  4. Posted September 24, 2007 at 12:41 pm | Permalink

    Haiz.


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